Dum Dee Dum... I am not a super hero neither am i spiderman. I am going to save the world... like as if you would believe. I am a maniac. I came from an outer space which is filled with water. I learn swimming at the age of zero.I wail like a cry baby. I crawl like spiderman, i fly like superman, i drive like batman. I live in wonderland. Rugrats is my friend, so is peter pan.
I stayed home to rest because i've been having this recurring sore throat that just doesn't seem to get well. So i spent the day in between naps and browsing the net (clothes, tour agency sites, youtube, blah blah). Then i remembered its been a while since i went to a fren's(maybe ex-fren's -reason will be told later in the post) blog. I browsed around when i came across THIS post. I'm not gonna hyperlink because i want to respect her. I seldom post unless there are some things i just need to share, and unfortunately, this is one of them. It seems that she has been having a misunderstanding about me for a few months and she didn't mention it to me and still carry on meeting up with me as usual without mentioning about the problem. BUT in that post, she dare says i'm acting friendly to another friend of mine when i disliked that friend. Well, isn't this the same thing that she is doing? The reason why i say shes my ex-fren now is because we seem to had a "quarrel" and we stop speaking and meeting with each other. No communication done from her part although i tried to salvage the friendship when i'm not the only one in the wrong. I've said many NOs to my friends just because of her when she started in the same school as me as i wanted to help her adapt to the new school life(I didn't mention this to her because such things need not be said among those you consider to be your true friends). And my friends felt left out because i kind of deserted them for "someone-whom-was-an-ex schoolmate". And for that "Acting Friendly" matter, its just a case of whether you are a straight-forward person or not. And i'm Not. I'm not the kind who can go around saying "Oh my god, did you really made this birthday card yourself?? It looks even Worse than a three-year-olds." Don't try to impose your Own opinions onto others. And for the "Asking of not quite friends" outing to the shopping mall, its That friend who seems to kept talking to me ONLY, whats more, how am i to know that the both of you who seems to get left behind have not much to talk about when the three of us been out a few times??? And despite my many attempts to have a group conversation, you don't seem to be very responsive to the situation at all. The main problem is you did not tell me how unhappy you are after the shopping mall trip ends, so how was i to know? Oh, and for the matter that we quarreled, how many have i shared them with? My mom, Her and hmm...two or three so far, the rest just found out from you. I'm so disappointed...after knowing each other for such a long time, she still doesn't really understand me and why i do things the way i did.
What can i say? Life is hard, but true friends will be those that stand by you and not disappear from your life just like that without a reason.
Oh god, gets me so pissed off when i already forgotten about this.